this is the last post before i go vietnam. i shld be sleepin rite nw. but cant get to sleep. chatting wif best fren online to make me tired.

i got a sudden feeling of she bu de-ness rather den excitement. wad happen to me? i got this feeling that once i come back, my frens will all be gone.. shit. this is getting emo.

many frens offered to come send me off at the airport, but i ask them nt too. i am afraid. i am afraid to cry in front of them. althou its onli 1 month. shit. i realise i am realli too dependent on my frens. this is no gd.

aniwae, somethin nice happen, best fren send me a email before i fly. email content will be kept confidential, but tis email is realli touching. alright i admit i am a loser, i usualli melt at nice words said to me. HAHA! but i am realli thankful to noe this fren. thanks, u noe hu u r =). we will meet up soon after i come back!