juz had a wonderful outing wif aiting.. together wif her frens esther and jiamin. bo bian no mutual frens.. so she has to intro mi her frens.. k box ing once again! its like the 5th time singing since hols started.

i am sick of it oredi.. yes the word is sick.. hearing mi getting sick of sumthin isnt easy. especialli singing. but yes. its sick this time round haha. ok. well, it was still nice to meet up wif frens thou. botak jones after that... they change style abit. ya haha.


aniwae,i make a decision. on xmas dae or new year dae, i decided to tell her the secret and the feeling that i had in me all this while. but im scared. i dun wan wad i think will happen to happen after i say it out.. its scarie. i tot i am alwaes direct... i tot i hold no words in my mouth. i tot i had the freedom of speech... i tot... i tot... but in fact, i still cant find the courage to sae it out yet..

shld i???