aniwae juz nw went to meet kee wei for dinner and talk.. so long since we 2 bros sit down and haf a heart to heart tokk.. well.. everithin went quite well but i wasnt feeling too gd todae. kinda emo.. shared some guy secrets over vietnamese cuisine..

haben being bloggin about my thots for a veri veri veri long time.. alwaes been bloggin on my events.. well.. i shall blog a emo post..

well.. at this veri hour... this veri min... this veri second... i suddenli got a veri scarie feeling.. i am feeling veri loneli.. veri drifted.. veri scared... and i mean veri veri scared.. i am afraid of things happenin ard mi lateli.. things happen to fast and i am unable to accept so suddenli.. things are so illogical to mi and doesnt make sense.. i used to think i could accept well to changes.. but this time.. i think i failed.... terribly...

frens getting attached.. frens goin overseas... frens having examss.... so much so much... i got this ultimate loneli feeling that everione is leaving mi.. i mean for life... i am afraid.. i nid a hug.. a big assurance is wad i nid nw.. i nid a pat on my shoulder.. sumone to gif mi strength to carrie on..

i cant help thinking bout my future nowadaes... life is full or uncertainties.. nothing is forever... thinking wads happening next in life for mi... wad does the future hold for mi.. ppl ard mi... frens or foes??? i dunno... i feel insecure.. wad had happen?

love... frenship... family... which is most important???

i nid company.. i nid support.. i nid a listening ear.. i nid to talk to sum1..

i nid time........