gonna bk in soon in bout 1 hr's time.. hm.. nuttin much this week.. yupz.. things in camp wif campmates are getting better i suppose.. got my uni math notes from mindice le. thnx gal..

recently being thinkin alot.. on studies.. frens.. family.. and my future.. i wonder wad holds for mi in the future.. i hope its good..

frenz.. sumtimes i ask myself.. actualli how mani frenz i haf??? or rather how mani best frenz??? i wonder if ppl i see them as my best frenz whether they sees mi as one as well?? no idea.. human relationships are complicated.. hm.. i see frenz ard mi encountering frenship prob too.. i dunnoe how to help as i cant even due wif my own frenz.. hm.. guess i juz haf to take things easy.. :)

regarding my studies.. i start to study my uni stuff nw as i am on an award.. if i produce no results, i mite haf to pay back everithin.. i tot bout it.. no choice.. i gifin myself pressure oso. hm.. seriousli no choice thou.. i hope everithin will be fine..

family issues are sumtimes the most vexing.. luckily stay in camp nw.. nt much nagging.. sumtimes i hope my mum can understand mi more.. can dun nag at mi tat much.. haiz.. but no up to mi to decide.. she's alwaes worried.. hm.. can understand thou.. i juz hope for more personal space..

sumtimes i find no meaning in life.. i noe its wrong thinking.. i rmb i once tot of committing suicide when i was in jc.. but luckily i din.. i dun haf the courage also.. ppl alwes sae must look on the bright side of life.. but sumtimes they juz dun realise there is either no bright side or it is diff to find it... haiz...