time nw iz 7.30pm... juz did the most daring thing in my life i think... i juz confess to the ger i like.. no doubt.. fail.. hm.. i haf mixed feelings nw... i feel a bit of dejected.. a bit sad.. a bit relief.. a bit weird.. a bit farnie.. and a bit of everi emotion i think...

suddenli i feel tat i'm so stupid.. to think i actualli confess when it will be 99% a flop.. i feel sad.. i hope tis feeling gets awae fast.. althou i wasn't directly rejected.. but still... nw.. things will nv be the same.. we wun be able to laugh together, sit together.. joke together.. eat together... the situation has changed veri much.. nv back to wad we once were..

i wonder whether how she feels nw.. shocked?? angry?? disgusted??
veri veri sorrie..

普通朋友:
但你说 i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i 我不能只是 be your friend i just can't be your friend