think through last nite while lying on my bed.. sort out my thoughts.. thinkin of wad had happen.. i cant believe i shed a tear.. mani mnai years since liquid flow from my eyes..

dad ask mi whether wanna eat dinner as i lie in my room wif the lights close.... i replied him in a veri low tone.. he saw and ask wads wrong wif mi.. i saed nth.. he ask wad happen?? gek sin ah?? i insisit a no.. den he walk out.. i'm glad dat dad gaf mi his attention.. perhaps those who realli care for u r still ur family...

juz chat wif nigel online.. my gd fren online.. luff like hell.. make mi feel slighty better..

later gonna bk in.. :)

铁窗
我以为你给了我一线希望
我伸出手却只是冰冷铁窗
若现实它总教人更加悲伤
就让我在回忆里继续梦幻
我以为我从此能快乐飞翔
在梦醒后却只是冰冷铁窗
若现实它能教人更加勇敢
就让我在地狱里等待天堂