todae suppose to go wif marcus, szeyuan and weihong.. wanted veri much to go as did not saw them for more den bout 2 months.. but end up haf to go out wif mother to do grocery shopping.. sorrie guys to pangseh.. will try to meet up in time soon k? went to sheng siong supermarket at ten mile junction to shop.. bought a lot of nonsense and total was like 46.55.. i paid lo.. sian. no $$ liao.. haiz..

todae mother cook curry.. wif sotongs and prawns instead of chicken.. nt bad.. taste quite gd..

feel tat my life iz getting more and more sian liao.. i like become like to stay at home compare to goin out nowadaes.. wad has gotten into mi?? home-sickness??

in camp wise.. there hasn't been much stuff to do ard.. everidae slacking awae.. can sense tat sum1 starts to dislike mi coz of my slackin attitude in camp.. haha. aiya, but no choice.. realli nothin much to do.. csm gonna chg next wed.. things will start to be more regimental and strict i suppose.. hm.. luckily i'm getting closer to a few of my army mates.. can pass time while talkin cork.. lol.. guess i juz nid to hang on there...

cant wait to faster get out of ns and start studying.. realise tat how much i enjoying skool daes onli after i went into army.. being checking out the uni websites again recently.. think of goin to ntu instead being accepted by nus oredi.. hm.. thinking thru now and den.. dun realli noe wad i wan.. haiz.. dilemma..

i finalli noe tat wad i wan iz juz a simple life.. i juz hope tat i can provide for my parents when they get old.. dun intend to get married.. to mi, marriage has more cons den pros.. dunnoe y.. hm.. intend to mayb adopt a child or sumthin.. veri much wish to get out of sg.. and migrate to switzealand or new zealand to lead a veri peace and soothing life..

when can my simple dreams ever come true???