haben been updated for quite some time.. so mani events pass and happen.. college dae first where i went back pjc to collect my awards... sang skool song and realised how much i miss skool...

POP was 2 daes ago.. feel veri happie tat finalli i am out of tekong.. but den i miss my gd buddies there.. ulysses platoon 4 section 1.. my dearest buddies who went thru all kinds of shit wif mi.. nv fail to support mi when i fall.. nv fail to talk to mi when i'm down.. the time we talk cork during lessons.. the time we fool ard during training.. the time we eat snacks in bunk whenever we haf the time.. the time we cheer each other on when one of us cant continue.. the time we got tekan together by sergeants.. the time we do area cleaning.. the time we get excited when we got canteen break... the time we complain bout unreasonable punishments and bias against our section.. the time we are together as the most fuck-up section as said by others.. the time we sang our lungs out together.. the time we went thru the worst field camp in the world.. the time... the time... so much so much more.. u guys realli make mi enjoy my BMT.. i will nv forget our section.. thnx for everithin..

juz read wenqi's entry on the 28/2/2006 again.. felt that i was realli bad to her.. the things i done to her.. i realli hurt her.. haiz.. now regret abit too late le.. zhi guai dang shi too zhong dong.. too da nan ren zhu yi.. order her ard.. now i lost her by my side.. i fail to appreciate her.. i fail to tc of her.. i fail to gif her gd memories.. i fail to gif her assurance.. i fail in so much.. the time we spent together.. crap together.. bitch together... eat together... shop together... chat together.. so much so much.. suddenli all my emotions all rush to my heart.. i finalli felt all those she do for mi.. all pains she suffered for mi.. its oredi been quite some time we last chatted.. till nw, whenever i see her nick.. i tempted to talk to her.. but dunnoe wad to say... guilty.. remorseful.. i got no face to talk to her.. dunnoe how to face her.. i understand how horrible i am now.. NS make mi mature much more and appreciate ppl by my side more.. however, there's no wae to appreciate her animore.. seeing ur pic wif mi in my wallet creates weird feelings in mi.. my ns buddies jk bout us for the fotos.. at the front, i could onli smile smile but deep down.. i noe i haf oredi lost her.. for now.. i hope she can live on a betta life wifout mi.. which i think she iz now from all the happie entries she wrote since she wrote the entry on 28/2/2006... sorrie that i bring u so much suffering and pain during tis period of time.. i wish u all the best in ur future endeavours and may u find sum1 hu will realli appreciate u...