juz finish readin zhenyu blog.. i knew i haf bad attitude since in pri 1.. i cant deny the fact.. i'm sorrie to u ppl for all the damage i've done.. as for wenqi wan a 'thnk you' or ' sorrie' from mi.. i think i had alwaes do that if i ask for a favour or do any damage to u. juz like i call u bitch once and i rmb i did sae sorrie.. wadever it its.. as for wad stephanie mention.. i nv once replace wenqi wif weilynn.. coz both of u are totalli diff ppl.. wif diff chracters and personality.. if that's what u feel, den sorrie.. i din wrote things bout weilynn in my blog to spite u or to show that u're being replaced..

to wenqi, i oredi din see u for veri long.. i dun recevied ani wishes from u during a lvls.. i dun see my name in ur recent post of ur "best frenz" during calentines dae... perhaps i'm oredi forgotten.. not temporary but permanentli.. if stephanie sae that u feel that u're reaplced by lynn.. i oso dare to admit to sae i oso feel being replaced after not seeing anithin bout mi in ya blog for such a long time.. not like in the past.. sumtimes i dun even see the nid of reading ur blog.. its juz like readin ani person's blog whom i dunnoe.. for ur info, i still leave the neoprint i took wif u in my wallet.. till everione tot u're my gerfren.."even the silly we do together rocks", states the neoprint.. tis exactly what i feel when i'm wif u.. but whenever i look at it, i noe those smiles on us will nv return.. .. however, i refuse to remove it from my wallet as i promise u tat i will nv remove it from my wallet... however, seeing the pic hurts mi too when u're treating mi so coldly for more den half a yr.. recalling earlier, i wrote on an entry bout my journey of life.. i did wrote bout u.. not sure whether u're read it.. i mean wad i wrote.. but still, u ignore mi.. mayb u din see the post.. or mayb u juz feel nuttin bout it.. i try to chat wif u on msn to 'heal' our relationship, but i still get one word reply like "ok", "ya"... nuttin else.. u juz sae u're busy wif project or sumthin.. den the conversation juz goes off.. i try to 'jiayou' for u when u sae u're busy wif projects, but u juz ignore as well.. i once told zhenyu i love chatting wif u coz u make my dae wif all the capital letters and !!! u used.. but now these stuffs are no longer there... i dun even received a birthdae greeting from u which realli makes mi veri veri veri disappointed. i tot u will.. and frankly, ur birthdae greeting iz one of those which i realli wanna received but nuttin came.. i try to turn up for class outing hoping for miracles, but u're juz busying chatting wif others.. practicalli treating mi as invisible... i even rmb u asked whether u can drink my drink at pastamania at orchard.. u actualli ask.. from tat point onwards, i knew our relation has drifted.. u used to juz drink wifout my permission and luff over it.. wad i can sae iz thou lynn iz close to mi.. u're as well and ur're not replaced.. my jcs frenz ask mi whether i got go out wif u, i can juz smile and feel sad bout it.. i enjoy the time shopping and out wif u, chatting all nonsense and eating cheapo food.. thou i do tat wif lynn too, but the feeling iz totalli diff..i've nv got the chance to listen to wad u've got to sae to mi in person for more den half a yr.. ur voice iz fading awae from mi memory.. i'm glad dat u're surviving well at tp, hopefulli u get realise ur dreams and go U..

to zhenyu, u sae i've improved.. sumthin glad.. but u disappoint mi first during gambling at CNY.. thou u din used harsh tone.. i rmb clearli tat ur tone iz diff.. juz for 20 or 30 cents i think.. u gave a diff face.. i felt that i'm not even worth 30 cents.. onli den i started giving u reactions dat make u disappointed.. if so mani nights of chatting at macs and parks still make u think mi of such a person den i realli got nutz to sae.. tis is y i sae $$ can kill relationships.. i'm ure top priority fren.. i seriousli dun feel it.. mayb i'm slow or wad.. i oredi told u b4 we're 2 diff ppl wif diff personality.. we haf diff topics.. u luv dancing while i love singing.. u luv kpop and jpop while i luv chinese pop.. wif all the diffs, of coz there will be conflicts and arguments or stuffs like tat.. its inevitable.. and u din change.. u still like to think u are pro in com and i'm a idiot.. u sae i dunnoe what i am doin wif my com..i admit i'm slow in IT stuffs but i dun nid u to comment as well.. if my words hurt u sumtimes.. u too hurt mi at times which u dunnoe.. well, dun wanna sae so much.. otherwise everithin go even worse..

both wenqi and zhenyu hate moore in the past .. like i do.. iz tis the onli thing y we are true frenz???

wadever it is.. i too feel damage.. the previous post by zhenyu oredi hurt mi alot, now there's another one.. well, think i'm realli useless.. i've so much for ppl to complain.. i tot true frenz must be able to forgive and forget.. but it's like not the case.. the matter has past so long and regardless of wad attempts i made.. u still ignore mi.. i'm trueli sorrie if i realli hurted u.. the previous post actualli iz for ppl whom i've hurted.. including u.. if i'm realli ur true fren, st'op freezin' mi animore.. time iz not gonna wash such stuffs awae.. in fact, i can feel u're still living happily wifout mi.. so its ok.. i dun mind.. if for this life, tis gonna carrie on, i juz admit to fate...